Research as a Coping Mechanism for Racial Trauma: The Story of One Medical Student.

Issue: The intersection of being a Black Woman in Medicine is a unique experience that exacerbates racial trauma and can lead to the hypervigilance, withdrawal, and emotional exhaustion that many minority students experience. Yet, there are not enough avenues for medical students like myself to healthily explore and heal from their experiences. I propose that qualitative research mentorship might be one such avenue. Evidence: It was neither my Black identity nor my female identity alone that isolated me: there were a handful of other Black students, and my school had matriculated a class that had equal numbers of men and women. Instead, it was the intersection of being Black and a woman that was unique and specific to me. As the only Black Woman in my cohort of almost 200 people, I took on a research project investigating the experiences of other Black learners. It was not until I sought out and cultivated mentors to guide me through conducting this research that I was positioned as a storyteller and a visionary to encourage future generations of those underrepresented in medicine to heal through sharing their stories and starting a ripple of change. It was empowering specifically because the qualitative research was specific to my experience. These interviews confirmed that my experience was not felt in isolation, and that I was not the only Black student doubting my abilities, qualifications, and right to be in medical school. Implication: Implementing formal qualitative mentorship programs, where medical schools encourage learners to explore some of the difficult and personal parts of their identities that address these intersections and support them, will ultimately make the universities healthier and create belonging for all students. Sharing stories through qualitative research has helped me (a) create positive experiences to achieve personal healing, (b) reveal systemic inequities, explain my individual experiences, and (c) develop agency and power to make change. Research became my most powerful coping tool and it can be just as powerful and healing for other underrepresented in medicine students. The framework I have provided can be used by institutions and faculty who strive to facilitate that healing.